December 2010
13597) I'm as paper thin as I feel.
13596) My fast was going so well. Then I just lost...
13595) "You would have been the beautiful sister...
13594) It's 10:04pm on NYE. I was supposed to go...
- The truth? I’m a liar. My anorexia is getting worse. I’m getting scared. I’ve lost weight but I know that I look so fat that I can not leave the house. I’m paranoid he will cheat on me with his fat friend. I’m too depressed to go out. I just purged half my forced dinner then realised someone was outside the bathroom. I need to cut but I don’t trust myself to...
13594) It's 10:04pm on NYE. I was supposed to go...
- The truth? I’m a liar. My anorexia is getting worse. I’m getting scared. I’ve lost weight but I know that I look so fat that I can not leave the house. I’m paranoid he will cheat on me with his fat friend. I’m too depressed to go out. I just purged half my forced dinner then realised someone was outside the bathroom. I need to cut but I don’t trust myself to...
13593) Just you wait, I will be skinnier than you...
13592) You may think it's okay to go around and...
13592) You may think it's okay to go around and...
13591) Look at me. At the moment, I am looking at...
13590) I'm 20. My troubled relationship with food...
13589) I like when my boyfriend tries to pick me...
13588) I've had an unhealthy relationship with...
And I never realized it until I completely thought it through a year ago. In second grade I was obsessed with numbers and weight. I basically asked every classmate how much they weighed and was joyed when I weighed less than someone. Up until 6th grade, I ate so much in a very short period of time. A binge, you would say. Everytime my family and I went out to eat, I almost always ordered an extra...
13587) I used to cry at the thought of making...
13586) I was chubby, then got pretty skinny, now...
13585) Unlike all of you, I chose this. I knew...
13584) My friend and I have made a secret pact to...
13583) I hate myself. I hate what I've become. My...
13582) I got so used to purging. So much that I...
13581) My new years resolution is to only have one...
13580) I'm super scared of overeating... Not...
13579) When I was 10, my father found me puking in...
13578) I've been starving myself for 3 months....
13577) I bet people would understand my ED better...
13576) I'm hungry. But when I think about food, I...
13575) At university, I love seeing my housemates...
13574) I'm really starting to scare myself.
13574) I'm really starting to scare myself.
13573) I see secrets from people who are annoyed...
13572) I'm upset about the amount of noodles in my...
13570) I have lost x pounds. All I want is to hear...
13571) Today, I'm not going to starve. I'm going...
13569) I'm strange. I eat and feel bad but most...
13568) How can I be so fat positive and pro-body...
13567) People used to tell me when I was a child...
13566) When I "recovered", I deleted all the ED...
13565) I seek "perfection".
13561) My mom's name is Ana. Isn't that just...
13562) The truth is, I'm an anorexic drug dealer...
13563) When someone calls me pretty or beautiful...
13564) I eat all the right things and eat healthy...
13560) I REFUSE TO EAT ANY MORE!
13559) Even though he tells me all the time that I...
13558) When I was younger, I wished to reach...
13557) I'm scared to eat an apple.
13556) It's almost Christmas. I don't want to live...
13555) I'm too scared to get help for my...
13554) I steal and hide away stupid amounts of...
13553) I read some of these submissions and get so...
13552) My weight is on my mind 24/7. I need to...
13551) I'm always positive about the wrong things....
