December 2011
37245 I throw up in bags and weigh it. It's...
37244) I feel like a fake anorexic because I love...
37243) I have been in recovery for x years. I eat...
37242) You've read my diary. I know you have. So...
37241) I never would have thought that I'd be "the...
37240) I smoke so I don't feel as guilty about...
37239) Please stop. Just stop all of this.
37238) I want to die, this is my slow suicide. I...
37237) I lost my very closest friend, my other...
37236) I'm incredibly ashamed that, despite all...
37235) It's not even about weight loss anymore. I...
37234) I can't eat fried food or fast food...
37233) I don't like drinking water because it adds...
37232) My friends wanted to drink, so i had to...
37231) I will never get better for myself. Even...
37230) I know you left me because you can't stand...
37229) My friends are saying I'm already skinny...
37228) Today at school I ate half a bagel, cream...
37227) I do this to punish myself. I am a bad...
37226) My boyfriend was telling me that he loves...
37224) I thought, "you'll hate yourself for this....
37225) My dad is deployed in afghanistan. I don't...
37224) I thought, "you'll hate yourself for this....
37223) I never eat lunch at school. I can't bring...
37222) You say bulimia is not real? It's just...
37221) My mom said if she ever found out one of...
37220) Last night my boyfriend told me he loved me...
37219) I just want to be saved. And there is no...
37218) I take a cooking class for the first two...
37217) "Why aren't you swimming there with...
37216) My RA saw me taking apples from the dining...
37215) My idea of a binge has become everything...
37214) I remember it all started when one of my...
37213) I've started purging and now my heartbeat...
37212) Me and my sister used to be so close. She's...
37211) I walked in the Chanel Spring-Summer 2012...
37210) At times i think to myself, why am i doing...
37209) My mom always tries to talk to me about...
37208) I find it so hard to talk to anybody about...
37208) I find it so hard to talk to anybody about...
37207) I've convinced myself that once i loose...
37206) Today, I found out my brother has the same...
37205) A few months ago I got drunk and when I...
37204) He'll love me even more if i'm tinier....
37203) Today i was panicking at school. I had no...
37202) I keep saying i'll change, but i keep...
37201) I've submitted my story to national tv...
37200) I'm so close to being underweight, i'm so...
37198) Why did I start this? Why did I ruin...
37199) My mouth is blistered and my cheeks are...
