February 2011
19557) I don't care if your a teenage girl or a 20...
19556) I first came to terms with my eating...
I counted things out and always had strange behavioral methods: don’t step on any red leaves, Brie, or when you do, you have to throw a coin on the street. It has to land heads up or else. When you step on a sidewalk crack, it has to be with your left foot and in the center, not on the toes, otherwise you have to walk around the block and do it right the second time. If you screw up again,...
19555) I've thrown up the past x nights in a row...
19554) I feel like I turn into an animal when I...
19553) I want to completely disappear off the face...
19552) I thought Black Swan was a good movie, not...
19551) All I had yesterday was a sandwich. I...
19550) Yesterday, I carved the words "fucked up"...
19549) I think my best friend knows now, but I...
19548) I hate lunch breaks. I hate that my friends...
19547) I'm such a hypocrite. I reblog...
I tell my friends not to care about their weight because they’re slim enough already - and it’s true, they are. But by the numbers on the scale, so am I - and that’s not stopping me from caring. I’m not strong enough not to eat at all, so I make new plans every day for what food I’ll eat to get the fewest calories I am, and every day I fail. I’m so not in...
19545) My worth is solely according to the scale....
19546) I was sick several times last Friday night...
19544) It's more than a disorder, it's an...
19544) It's more than a disorder, it's an...
19543) As I walked back to the kitchen to get...
19542) This feels like walking along a narrow wall...
19541) X bottle(s) of diet soda, X calories. I...
19540) When I was skinny, everyone I met wanted to...
19539) I always believed people with eating...
19538) The eating disorder led me to depression...
19537) I don't have an ultimate goal weight, but...
19536) Today was my birthday. My aunts threw me a...
19535) I could hear the creaking of my bones...
19534) Sometimes I can't even tell if secrets are...
19533) The only thing I've lost is my mind.
19532) Food goes in, in, in. And none ever comes...
19531) I lost quite a bit of weight this month,...
19530) Today my Mom, for the first time, saw the...
19529) I watched that episode of American Dad...
19528) Every time I eat, I run to the bathroom...
19527) I can't take another day of this. I swear...
19526) Some people don't understand what leads to...
19525) Don't get me wrong, I'm not a sad person...
19524) Whenever I read Vogue it's full of insanely...
19523) I keep trying to think to myself "Life is...
19522) When I get x lbs less I'll stop. I promise....
19521) My friend says she's anorexic, that she...
19520) I can't sleep. All I can think about is how...
19519) I want to be a teacher. And it's disgusting...
19517) I'm a pre diabetic and hypoclicymic. It's...
19518) I burp everything I drink, even water. My...
19516) He says I'm beautiful. If only I could see...
19515) Last year, my ex caused me to fall into my...
19514) I haven't purged in a week and it's driving...
19513) I promise I will stop once my dad stops...
19512) So much for my non-existant acting skills....
19511) I used to watch porn; it was my dirty...
19510) Whether or not Clarity's story is real, it...
19509) I don't know when I purged last, I think it...
