August 2011
29674) I might be travelling soon and, of course,...
29673) I get confused with who submits what on...
29672) The guy I'm involved with wants me to move...
29671) My dad is verbally abusive, always drunk,...
29667) Sometimes I go to submit something.. then I...
29670) I wish I didn't have to think about food. I...
29669) For the past 2-3 hours, I've just been...
29666) I eat when I'm not hungry.
29668) I just took 2 pills of a thing insted of...
29662) I bet I'm the fattest girl who reads this...
29663) I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you, Dad.
29664) There's some b*tch at school who's faking...
29660) A while ago, I told my friend about my...
29661) I can't stop eating. I wait until my whole...
29665) I don't understand what you want mom..you...
29652) I'm currently in 6th grade, going into 7th...
29654) I'm a failure not because I have an ED, but...
29655) What the fuck is normal eating?
29659) I am afraid that my younger sister will end...
29658) I hate how boyfriends always blame...
29656) I can't ask for help. I'm not thin enough...
29657) Even when I was overweight, I had one...
29653) Two things I'm afraid of: becoming old and...
29651) Tonight, I probably ate more than I...
29650) I have spent twelve years destroying...
29649) I haven't seen my boyfriend in a few days....
29648) I'm depressed when I eat. I eat when I'm...
29646) You did this to me. And nothing you ever...
29644) It started out innocently enough.
I wanted to look good at his wedding. I wanted him to feel like an idiot for treating me like a stranger when I was his friend for so long. Then I scored the most coveted position in the wedding party: his little brother’s date for the evening. I was all smiles, so was my date. I felt gorgeous, skinny, sexy, and envied. Things were about as perfect as they could get. That was five years ago-...
29647) Why is it that everyone I wanna talk to is...
29645) The truth is, I want to be sick.
29643) I don't think I can admit my disorder...
29642) I chew and spit when I'm at dinner with...
29641) You know it's bad when the hardest decision...
29640) He told me he didn't care and didn't love...
29639) I like the way I look when I don't eat. My...
29638) Every time that I feel that I have to pee,...
29637) This has been going on for a long time.
Even longer than I realized. Everything. The need, the hatred, the cravings, the obsession, the denial, the entirety of it. Fasting, restricting, binging, calorie-counting, constant weigh-ins, constant failure, over-exercising, eating too little, too much, the wrong foods, staying up late, not late enough, the ever-present haunting of failure. But. I had never, ever purged. I know, all too well,...
29636) Therapist: "Have you had any thoughts of...
Me: “No more than usual.”
Therapist: “What is the usual?”
Me: “All day. Every day.”
29635) it's not even about being skinny any more....
29634) This is just slow suicide.
29633) The only visible results of my eating...
29632) My friend told me she was thinking about...
29631) This will be my downfall.
29630) My mom is mad that I don't want to eat her...
29629) I'm x feet tall and weigh y. I've got...
29628) I really truly disgust myself. I stopped...
29627) The three of us made a pact to lose weight;...
29626) It didnt matter than I knew I was going to...
29625) Most people lose their imaginary friends...
