February 2012
41569) I've had an eating disorder for a few...
41568) Sometimes I just want my ED to put me into...
41567) Food is the only thing that I will...
41566) I was getting so much better. I put on xlb...
41565) When I started recovery I was told I had to...
41564) My best friend had anorexia and bulimia for...
She’s like my sister and I never realized how thin, depress and lonely she was. She tells me I’m a good friend and that I helped her a lot, but a part of me feels she’s lying, and it makes me feel even worse.
41563) When I was a bit overweight, people said I...
It made me eat less and less and to exercise excessively and I was diagnosed with anorexia. But people still told me I looked horrible. I now am recovering still and in a normal weight, and some people still criticize me. Guess who is going to suffer again with the same thing?
41562) I know I need recovery, and deep inside, I...
41561) All the confessions are all your thoughts...
41560) I want people to know that bulimia will...
41559) I want this to end but I'm not pretty sure....
41558) I'm writing here as much as I don't know if...
41557) My boyfriend and his best friend were...
41556) Dear boyfriend, maybe it is quite good to...
41555) All of my family and friends think I like...
41554) I used to love going shopping until I...
41553) Who's lying? Me, looking at myself in the...
41552) I hate when I go home and all the house...
41551) I'm not sure when this started, but I can't...
41550) I have people who love me, but I still...
41549) Is it normal for this much blood to come up...
41548) I started eating normally again.
I thought I wasn’t gaining weight and was doing really good, until I stepped onto the scale this morning. I decided I am not eating today.. or tomorrow..or the following tomorrow. I just needed to tell someone so I am held to my word. I can’t tell my family. I already ruined their lives enough. I can’t tell my best friend because he will be disappointed and always talks me out of...
41547) I ate so much for dinner today and had some...
41546) My parents are the worst part. The constant...
41545) I can't even tell the differences between...
41544) I hate ana, she haunts me everyday. This...
41543) Binge, starve. Overdose/withdraw....
41542) After nearly x years with my ED, the last y...
41541) It's xam, I have work at yam, and I haven't...
41540) I clean the toilet bowl more than I clean...
41538) My girlfriend told me I need to eat more...
41539) I get sick every time that I start purging...
41537) I went years without telling anyone. Then...
41536) I took a handful of laxatives and now I'm...
41535) I'm so torn between wanting to be...
41534) I haven't eaten for x days, just before I...
41533) I just failed my first class ever. College...
41532) I wanted the size, skin and look of a...
41531) I was never bullied, no one has ever even...
It was not the media, I never saw thin as the ideal, I just saw people at various weights who carried it well and were beautiful. There was no influence, there was only the obvious difference between me and everyone else. All my friends still had little kid bodies, and we WERE little kids, and then there I was, gaining weight and getting taller and getting boobs. I didn’t need anyone telling...
41530) It seems like eating should be so simple.
Really it’s a thoughtless thing and if you only buy healthy food you’ll only eat healthy food. But my brain is somehow broken to where it can’t seem to comprehend eating like everyone else. Like it’s either all or nothing and there’s no real happy medium anywhere. I know what’s right and what’s wrong, but I can’t seem to apply that knowledge. My...
41529) I always helped my friend with her problem,...
41528) My mom bought me a chocolate calender for...
41527) I buy binge food and eat it all at once....
41526) I hate my thighs.
I don’t really care about having a thigh gap, but I just want them to stop sticking out like that. It looks like I have second hips. Hell, it looks like they are my hips, which makes my legs look really short. And my comparatively slim waist just highlights how fat my thighs are. Why does my body have to be so disproportionate.
41525) I heard that the girl who called me a...
41524) I would love to meet up with some old...
41523) I need a time out. I want to press the...
41522) I'm a vegan, a real one. I don't use it as...
41521) My friend just tweeted about going to the...
41520) I have purged so much that I tore a muscle...
