June 2012
43161) I know I'm never gonna reach my goal. I'm...
43160) I never ever want help. No matter how small...
43159) If I ever went up to someone in my college...
43158) I am weak. Physically and emotionally.
43157) People never seem to take me seriously...
43156) What sucks the most is that my eating...
43155) Smoking weed speeds up your metabolism....
43154) I haven't been diagnosed with an eating...
43153) I wish I was officially diagnosed with...
43152) I cannot imagine a future which doesn't...
43151) When I first came to the school I'm at now,...
43150) After eating nothing for x days straight, I...
43149) I can no longer shower without purging or...
43148) I keep shrinking, but not from the places I...
43147) I try to avoid all mirrors, count calories,...
43146) My ex told me he wanted to fuck this other...
43145) Your entire view of the disease changes...
43144) I have lost everything that matters to me....
43143) x days ago, I was shaving my legs when I...
43142) My mom just told me that I should probably...
43141) When I'm hungry, I don't eat. I try to feel...
43140) I ate x yesterday. I shouldn't have, I feel...
43139) I remember when I was at my lowest, laying...
43138) My x year old cousin is over. She has the...
43137) Whenever I first told my two closest...
43136) I am a waitress. An overweight woman and...
43135) I blame myself for listening to you mom,...
43134) I haven't eat yet today and it's now 11...
43133) I'm scared if I tell anyone about my eating...
43132) I have to be careful when I brush my teeth...
43131) My boyfriend follows a blog that is...
Last night I brought it up as a joke, and he (intoxicated) replied, “Sorry I jerk off while you’re on your period.” Not only am I bitter about him jacking off to whores with huge tits that I will never have, but now, my period (whenever it does arrive), is even more upsetting. Not sure I’ll be having one this month though…
43130) Do you want the bones sticking out? Do you...
43129) My two best friends struggle with this.
I’m watching it kill them. They aren’t listening to my pleading, begging for them to recover. I’m sick now. I’m getting sicker, they don’t care because it’s not killing me yet. Don’t they remember how it started. It doesn’t matter because I’m not sick like them. I have been fighting this, this sickness if everywhere. I don’t want to...
43128) I'm tired of taking baby steps to recovery....
I’m tired of the constant shadow of relapse. I’m tired of restricting, purging, and cutting to numb the pain. I’m tired of being broken. I’m tired from staying up all night crying. I don’t even want to lose weight. I just want to wake up one day and feel beautiful, without makeup, stark collar bones, and cracked lips. Am I asking too much?
43127) It scares me when I look at everyone around...
43126) Who cares if I'm at a "healthy" weight?...
43125) There's no religion that can save me.
43124) Golum and Smeagle are the most accurate...
43123) Isn't it fucked up that I have been on this...
43122) I am terrified my friends and family will...
43121) I'm scared to move in with my boyfriend...
43120) The boy I have liked for months is so much...
43119) I'm not sick. I fight it everyday and...
