1 year ago 5: 18 pm 27 December 2011
36535) My entire life has been consumed by this.
I don’t have any self esteem left, my confidence is shot. I’ve pushed most of my friends away. I don’t go out on the weekends anymore because I don’t want to socialize and I know there will be food. Instead, I spend my weekend nights binging, submitting to this blog, or sleeping. I’m so fucking depressed all the time that I can barely make it through the day. I hate myself so much. I have nothing to show for any of it either, because I’m not even skinny.