40584) About a year ago, at my lowest point and lowest weight, my dad told me that he wanted me to gain 20 pounds and be healthy again. Now that I’ve unintentionally fullfilled his wish, I am more miserable and self-loathing than ever. At least I was skinny and miserable back then, and, sadly enough, I want to be back at that point so people will start asking me to gain weight again.